Elaine Miller
A Few of my Scribbles
Short-Shorts On This Page:
- A List of Dirty Words
Originally written to calm a whole workshop full of virgin erotica writers at Write Out West a few years ago. - Your Trust
For my sweet ..well, 'Joey' at that time... - Femme and Beauty
This one for Cynthia! - A Top's Safeword....
Pretend I didn't try to make it rhyme, ok?
A List of Dirty Words
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reaming cornhole backdoor fisting meat rough gentle cuntlapping hammer ache leathery blow job flames groans lubricate asscheeks pucker unfold sheathed plow tightened rhythm spurt taste rim clenching pumping higher biting smacking welcome
deep urgent clutch sniff spear heat climaxed assault grating smooth flowing moving, dreamy cry bootlicking stuffed power skewered impaling motion velvet arching sphincter core callused plugging dimple rosebud asspipe hole rectum, damn near killed him at your cervix, ma'am
Your Trust
Your trust
Moves me
more than the miracle of childbirth the great pyramids the purring of my cat the smell of home
Your trust
Makes me
ache to pick you up hold you close stroke your cheek tell you secrets listen to your whispers
Your trust
Arouses me
and I dream of playing with you pulling your hair making you gasp spanking you making you cry
Your trust
Scares me
by being so fragile so scarred so hard to read so very fucking tempting for a pervert like me
Your trust
Tastes good
Femme and Beauty
You know it's not the polished look that I adore
the precisely arranged clothing,
not the no-hair-out-of-place front that the rest of the world gets
those ain't why I love a femme
Sure you look good, heading out into the world,
cool and controlled, tucked in,
smoothed down, sparkling with a new-car shine,
lips like candy.
But you know I like it when that polish has scuff marks.
You know I like you best when you are a little
frayed around the edges
soft sweet smile and a little glow.
I like it best when
your movement is loose,
when your stockings are frayed
and I've chewed on your lipstick
You know I like you best when your sweat beads,
and tendrils of hair escape, stick to your cheek,
flushed pink cheeks
Beautiful girl without the cool control.
Femme woman, you are never so beautiful as when you are coming... undone...
A Top's Safeword....
Pretty lady bottom-girl sweet young femme
offers herself to my SM desire
but she looks to me like crushed flowers on sidewalk
and the pain in her eyes scares the hell out of me
I sure ain't talkin' about her masochist's need
'Cause sadism feeds me and she looks like a meal
I can't ignore all the pain coiled inside her
And her hurt and confusion as the years fail to heal
I close my eyes and see her more clearly
Hopelessness whispers a chant of self-hate
Long trained, she nods her assent to each hiss
Weary of trying and resigned to her fate
So often wounded, so wary of happiness
Joy only fleeting, until the "real" plan unfurls
She bites back her tears because Who would care anyway?
And her smile shines brightly; cracked mask for the world
She adds up her value by looks, sex and service
Never learned that she ought to have dreams of her own
Am I truly so rare in this way that I see her?
Forever a small child, lost and alone
Can't hold her, can't help her, I don't have the strength now
Can't fix another -- I learned that one too well
Don't have the energy left to support her
I'd only trip, stumble, and watch as she fell
Pretty girl reaches out, and I turn away
Tell myself to be sensible, I must protect me
I middle-class feel all the guilt of the unmangled
As I shut my door, throw the bolt, turn the key.
(gah. what a depressing poem.)
